No No to the 'NegaNinny'

Seven months!  It has been this long since the last plasma pheresis treatment.  Wowzers!!!  My last blood check proved the Rituxian continues to prove beneficial for me, and we'll check blood again this month.  To be honest, I'm starting to reach a place where it feels too good to be true. Is medical remission really possible?  MG doesn't go away!

Yes it IS possible, and everything is great, there are no signs of MG right now...or so I think...or maybe there are...am I ignoring them?  I do have a few physical symptoms that are ever present, but this is expected.  Now, I'm over thinking things and can't recall how long I've noticed these twinges. Are they ramping up? Are they steady? Should I panic?    I sure know how to wear myself down!  Panic creates worry which triggers MG! Self fulfilling prophecy, right? Ug.

So, I'm working on relaxing myself.  More stretching. More calm breathing exercises.  More rest. More exercise (yes, they do go together). Better foods. Better thoughts.  Better focus...maybe better focus means less focus?  I could go on.

"Dear Lord, I pray your continued blessings over this fascinating shell of a body you've plopped my spirit into.  I pray for continued remission from the MG and MS. I pray for continued 'good' days and the energy to remain focused on all things positive, no matter how my body is truly fighting. I also pray that this 'lil Negative Ninny' who is dancing in my head, will get lost. Aaaamen!"

I am so blessed to be where I am today, after so many days of struggle.  All remains awesome, no complaints. We'll have blood drawn tomorrow and pray these results mirror the joy we feel today!

Thanks for all your support and love!! xo Rach